FINALLY

Sep. 9th, 2010 02:02 pm
yukinoomoni: (I'M FUCKING BLIND)
I'VE TAGGED MY WHOLE GODDAMNED JOURNAL!!!

I forgot a tag for Harry Potter and Gilmore Girls, but damned if I'm going over this sludge pit of a journal again. Fuck.

FINALLY

Sep. 9th, 2010 02:02 pm
yukinoomoni: (I'M FUCKING BLIND)
I'VE TAGGED MY WHOLE GODDAMNED JOURNAL!!!

I forgot a tag for Harry Potter and Gilmore Girls, but damned if I'm going over this sludge pit of a journal again. Fuck.
yukinoomoni: (Buh?)
I'm home now!

I almost murdered my aunt!

I smell like smoke!

NEVER AGAIN!!!

Sleepytime now?
yukinoomoni: (Buh?)
I'm home now!

I almost murdered my aunt!

I smell like smoke!

NEVER AGAIN!!!

Sleepytime now?
yukinoomoni: (Calm)
Note: This is an open entry, because I want everyone to know, not just Terry.

I had to drive in and say this:

Terry made me a CD of all of the songs he knows how to play on the violin.

I cried when I opened it. Like, alot. Like, real crying.

I'm so fucking lucky.

I'm also such an idiot. What was I thinking, this past year, giving a rat's ass about shit that's all in the past, that's dead and buried and decayed, when I have the most precious gift of all right in front of me?! He's been patient, loving, and so, so understanding, and I definitely didn't earn it this year.

To quote: "The past is dead, and now...I have more important things to do."

The person who matters the most to me has been in front of me all along, when I needed him the most. The ones that weren't there are in the past. What matters is what is here and now. And, now, Terry is my present, and, I hope, my future.

And fuck all who stand in the way. Including myself. I'm done playing that game. No more selfish shit. No more idiotic shit. No more outsider-influenced shit. I'm through second-guessing and being doubtful and wondering senseless "what ifs".

When I look into his eyes, I see no doubt.

God, what an idiot I've been. I'm never, ever going to be that stupid again.

Terry, you are the best gift that anyone can ever have. And I'm lucky that you've chosen me.

I'm in, baby. I'm finally all in. No more bullshit.

I love you so much, Terry.

THANK YOU.
yukinoomoni: (Calm)
Note: This is an open entry, because I want everyone to know, not just Terry.

I had to drive in and say this:

Terry made me a CD of all of the songs he knows how to play on the violin.

I cried when I opened it. Like, alot. Like, real crying.

I'm so fucking lucky.

I'm also such an idiot. What was I thinking, this past year, giving a rat's ass about shit that's all in the past, that's dead and buried and decayed, when I have the most precious gift of all right in front of me?! He's been patient, loving, and so, so understanding, and I definitely didn't earn it this year.

To quote: "The past is dead, and now...I have more important things to do."

The person who matters the most to me has been in front of me all along, when I needed him the most. The ones that weren't there are in the past. What matters is what is here and now. And, now, Terry is my present, and, I hope, my future.

And fuck all who stand in the way. Including myself. I'm done playing that game. No more selfish shit. No more idiotic shit. No more outsider-influenced shit. I'm through second-guessing and being doubtful and wondering senseless "what ifs".

When I look into his eyes, I see no doubt.

God, what an idiot I've been. I'm never, ever going to be that stupid again.

Terry, you are the best gift that anyone can ever have. And I'm lucky that you've chosen me.

I'm in, baby. I'm finally all in. No more bullshit.

I love you so much, Terry.

THANK YOU.

Bye

Dec. 23rd, 2008 10:46 pm
yukinoomoni: (Calm)
Due to how busy the rest of the week is for me, I won't be posting until Monday.

See you all then! Have wonderful holidays!

Bye

Dec. 23rd, 2008 10:46 pm
yukinoomoni: (Calm)
Due to how busy the rest of the week is for me, I won't be posting until Monday.

See you all then! Have wonderful holidays!

HEY GUYS

Dec. 23rd, 2008 09:13 am
yukinoomoni: (Laugh)
Last day until vacation for me!

What is everyone doing this year for their holidays?

I'm:

24th
- taking Nimue to PetSmart and buying her a pressie.
- going to Terry's family's party with him.
25th
- staying home Crimmas morning with my mum
- going to Crimmas dinner at my dad's
26th
- going up north with my mum and Terry to visit our family

I CAN'T WAIT.

HEY GUYS

Dec. 23rd, 2008 09:13 am
yukinoomoni: (Laugh)
Last day until vacation for me!

What is everyone doing this year for their holidays?

I'm:

24th
- taking Nimue to PetSmart and buying her a pressie.
- going to Terry's family's party with him.
25th
- staying home Crimmas morning with my mum
- going to Crimmas dinner at my dad's
26th
- going up north with my mum and Terry to visit our family

I CAN'T WAIT.

Hmmm....

Dec. 22nd, 2008 09:00 am
yukinoomoni: (Calm)
So, I have today and tomorrow to work before I get some time off for holidays. That'll be nice to have. I'm going up north on Friday, and I'm not sure how long I'll be there for. Terry's coming with me, but we have to stay in Smoke House, which sucks.

How is everyone today?

Hmmm....

Dec. 22nd, 2008 09:00 am
yukinoomoni: (Calm)
So, I have today and tomorrow to work before I get some time off for holidays. That'll be nice to have. I'm going up north on Friday, and I'm not sure how long I'll be there for. Terry's coming with me, but we have to stay in Smoke House, which sucks.

How is everyone today?

Finally.

Dec. 19th, 2008 01:44 pm
yukinoomoni: (Calm)
ALFIE THE CHRISTMAS TREE

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Finally.

Dec. 19th, 2008 01:44 pm
yukinoomoni: (Calm)
ALFIE THE CHRISTMAS TREE

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