Sifu Hardass
Apr. 8th, 2010 09:17 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
yukinoomoniSo you all know how I'm taking waterbending tai chi, right?
Well, I suck. I make it no secret that I suck.
The thing is, I'm okay with sucking. I'm out of shape and fat, so of course I'm going to suck. But I figure, if I keep trying and not give up, I should shape up and not suck eventually.
I started my first lesson at the Tai Chi Academy today, and it turns out that I was orignally taught by a student sifu. Tonight we were taught by the real sifu, and fuck. FUCK. This guy is hardcore. We had to do the very first move over twenty times in order to make sure it was perfect, and it still wasn't quite right!
I don't mind, though; if it means that I get it right eventually, I don't care how many times I have to do it. Apparently I have a problem with force, though. As in, I use too much of it. I can't help it - I'm a very forceful kind of woman. I mean, look at my profession, for fuck's sake.
So yeah. I'm signed up til September. I hope by then I won't suck so hard. Yeah.
Oh, and the anon who sent me the MOST VIRTUAL GIFT FOR MY BIRTHDAY?! THANK YOU!
Well, I suck. I make it no secret that I suck.
The thing is, I'm okay with sucking. I'm out of shape and fat, so of course I'm going to suck. But I figure, if I keep trying and not give up, I should shape up and not suck eventually.
I started my first lesson at the Tai Chi Academy today, and it turns out that I was orignally taught by a student sifu. Tonight we were taught by the real sifu, and fuck. FUCK. This guy is hardcore. We had to do the very first move over twenty times in order to make sure it was perfect, and it still wasn't quite right!
I don't mind, though; if it means that I get it right eventually, I don't care how many times I have to do it. Apparently I have a problem with force, though. As in, I use too much of it. I can't help it - I'm a very forceful kind of woman. I mean, look at my profession, for fuck's sake.
So yeah. I'm signed up til September. I hope by then I won't suck so hard. Yeah.
Oh, and the anon who sent me the MOST VIRTUAL GIFT FOR MY BIRTHDAY?! THANK YOU!
