Tara, please don't be like this. Hiding your suffering will only make you get worse, and then you won't be able to make anyone happy. And I take responsibility because I care about you, and I don't want you to hurt. I'd rather lose contact with you if it meant you were happy, and I'd do anything within my power to make you see that you're worth it. You think you're a weight on society? I'm not even sixteen and I'm playing video games when I should be at school because I just don't have the ability to do what I need to do. I can't speak for anyone else, but I don't know what I'd do if you gave up. I just... I can't even think about what could happen, I scared to imagine what I would do. I've already done things I regret, things I'll never forget, and it scares me that I have the potential to do it again. So please, give me some peace of mind and take care of yourself.
I've somehow managed to make this about me when it should be about you, and I hate myself for that. But I'm not going to hide how much this upsets me. I know you deserve better than lies.
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Date: 2019-01-07 02:45 am (UTC)I've somehow managed to make this about me when it should be about you, and I hate myself for that. But I'm not going to hide how much this upsets me. I know you deserve better than lies.