Chaotic Insanity

I dunno what to do anymore. I try to help myself, but fail. I try to help others, but fail. I'm a failure. I dunno what else there is for me to do, save give up. I don't want to give up. But the world seems to want me to. It doesn't matter, really. You don't have to worry about me. There are other people who need care and love more than I do, like Joyce. She's got it rough, and needs it more than me. So does Nicky; she also lost a family member. Like you, who deserves better love and care, period. Nothing is gonna happen to me, good or bad. It just... is. It just is. Please, don't focus on me. Don't worry about me. Don't think about me, save "that old lady who wrote me an okay fic, once". That's all I need. I promise.