Not to brag, but I'm a law student/grad student who graduated undergrad with a triple major, all honors, has a fellowship and two internships, is going to be working at a white shoe billion dollar firm this summer and in my spare time, teaches bible to inmates. Seriously, I'm not that bad of a catch!
I tried to explain it to her and she says I'm rationalizing. What guy would want me? A mentally ill one? I'm slovenly, lazy (remember the above information) and weak. No one will want me, no one will hire me, no one will love me, me being overweight gave my grandfather cancer (which he beat, without me losing weight), she moo-s at me, she counts how many raisins I eat, I basically overachieve to make sure I have some self worth.
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Date: 2011-02-26 04:03 pm (UTC)I tried to explain it to her and she says I'm rationalizing. What guy would want me? A mentally ill one? I'm slovenly, lazy (remember the above information) and weak. No one will want me, no one will hire me, no one will love me, me being overweight gave my grandfather cancer (which he beat, without me losing weight), she moo-s at me, she counts how many raisins I eat, I basically overachieve to make sure I have some self worth.