Now for something completely different

[yukinoomoni]

Aside from that fuckery, things are okay.

I guess.

I dunno. I've been in a bad mood all week. I guess it's the weather. Although the wind today made me feel so happy and at peace, even though it was trying to blow me off of the planet.

Am I the only one who found the Slayers fanfic Flam Gush to be completely OCC and unrealistic? And not to mention somewhat stupid? I think I am.

I bought Nim a giant rope thing, and it broke her. I feel both sad and amused.

I should be getting my Neo next week, thanks to Terry's undying patience and intervention. He's wasted on me, I tell you.

I fucking hate the people I hate 20 times more this week. I don't know why. I'm not even on the rag, or close to it. I'm just...angry. It's like hating someone everyone loves only to realise that you're the only one who sees how fucking phony and fake they are. It's frustrating.

I wish....I wish for a lot of things. I wish I had someone to share magic with, to see if it's real or not. I wish I had someone to TALK to about it, to exchange ideas.

I wish people would see that I'm not as bad as everyone makes me out to be.

I wish people would stop being so heartless and mean, would stop taking advantage of people, would stop killing people for nothing.

This world is so full of misery I feel like the only escape would be to die.

BLAH. Emo. Going away now.